false???

false if I like this?
false if I feel upset?
maybe I did wrong ...
but there's why I like this ...
My first may always be patient ...
may I always give in first ...
but now maybe I was at the end of my patience ...
why must I always understood?
why do not you understand?
why must I always be that the override ...
why is not you who struck down?
Your behavior really irritates me that yesterday ...
I'm not angry that you rarely have time for me ..
I understand ...
but why do not you give me time even for a moment ...
but I just wanted to surprise you ...
but never mind ...
maybe it was my destiny ...
must remain patient and defeatist ...
may be right decision to remove a gift that has long been my store for you ...